bullshit!

I used to love a girl very much. But, I am a gay, too. What can I do? The only thing I can do is stasify myself. But how? I have no way to comfort myself! So I am very uncomfortable when I am alone. However, I gradually find my habbits. It is peeping girl as if I am a Peeping Tom. HAHA，I am so proud of myself. That is all !!